20

I have less than a week of being a teenager left. Part of me wants to do something completely silly and irrational to leave my teenage years with a bang while the other part of me wants to just smile to myself, accept the fact that I'm growing up, and settle in to my 20s quietly.
I think I'll miss the silliness, the giggling, the extreme moodiness, the sudden changes, the many memories, those secret smiles, the giddiness, and everything else that defines a teenage girl. I know I won't lose those things completely, but they'll be muted.
I'm a little scared to be responsible, to make important choices, to be a 20 year old! It'll definitely take some getting used to.
I'm super excited to be 20! I'm entering a whole new decade of my life! Just look at how much the last decade defined me! I'm sure the next decade will be just as defining and life changing!
I'm bidding a fond farewell to Jenny the teenager and looking forward to meeting Jenny the 20 year old. I'm hoping she's nice and friendly and not too different from the Jenny I'm used to being.